I made it with only a little adventure! I am currently in Mosbach, Germany doing almost 2 weeks of training before I head to Hungary!
I am still feeling exhausted even after sleeping 9 hours, but hopefully that will improve over time! it's also snowing and absolutely beautiful here, so no complaints there!
Here is a little look into my thoughts at the moment...
Lately I have really been seeing how afraid I am to fully submit to God in my heart. I have been doing all of these crazy things that I never thought I would do, and yet I'm not going all in with my heart because I am afraid. I'm not afraid that God won't move, but rather that he will move and will push me to my limits! A couple weeks ago at MPC I spoke on letting the holy spirit have complete control in our lives, and since then it has really been a constant thing in my mind. a lot of it has to do with fear that God will ask me to give up things I don't want to. From small things like comfort to big things like my life, it is difficult when I really think about it! He has proven faithful in the small things, so now it is just a matter of trusting him with the big stuff! this life I have is all his anyway since he gave it to me, and mentally I know that, but I am stubborn and forgetful of his dependability. God can work through anybody, anytime, and anyplace, but he loves it when we are fully willing and I want to get to that place.
anyway, I hope that makes sense and I could really use all of your prayers! also, feel free to post any insights or verses or even your own prayer requests so I can stay a little connected in this time! God is moving!
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